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Haiz... i've got alot to say in this post... so folks.... just bear with it ok ? ... well... the ironic thing is that... this situation is just as what i thought... i will be writing post that no one would actually read bah ... in the first place the response to my blog was still quite good....at that time... i thought i was wrong... however, when the school reopens... Wah La... that's what actually happen... nothing wrong about this... just saying for the say to. Initially i was also thinking of writing to myself only... arhg... who cares.~ Read or not... Beat it...
Ok.... enough of commenting and let's get started, this week is quite my busy week bah... although there is no datelines this week... however there are alot of events that i am participating in... well.. its pretty tired of course... but the main point is the process that took its place... it was really really enjoyable ... The CCN (Campus Care Network) day is one that is memorable... everyone was like... dun care liao ... just shout and shout to lure people to buy our stuffs...hahaha... in the end... we'd at least made some profit haha... what a accomplishment ... really... we came with nothing and we made some profit ... wooo.... well done class...!!!
Then after the day that is saturday... had to come back to school for the make up lesson... only 1 hour... hiaZ... sian... although i know that the UID paper is not going to be given back but there is still the presentation marks to be grabbed... right... ?... haha... "point face" aiya... studying is about how to score right... :X Then after that make up lesson i had to attend the sports day track and field event official... haha... it was very very hard in the afternoon... then the whole thing lasted for around 7 hours... I was being posted to help in the javelin part... helping the more senior official to measure the distance. I only can say that the TP athelics perform like..... hiaZ.... almost every event there were at the back of the list... hiaZ.... whatever... still had to salute them for their efforts for taking up the race... I was a little sun-burned as i was on the field... hiaZ... But it is all the SEAL points mah... so can only keep quiet bah ... haha... After the whole thing then bay and my friends were resting and we joke around, it was very fun too...
This sums up my consecative very tired day ... hiaZ... sian ... dunno why feel sian ...
Everytime when i had a feelings of things that i think it is, it always turn out to have the opposite outcome. I analyze for a while just now... and i felt that i am actually just a passer-by all the time in someone's life... whether is friends or foes.... I really wanted people to treat me as good as what i've treated them... but it just seems not happening i also dunno why... I can swear that i'd never mis treated my friends that i've known. I never turn down their request at all ... folks... just recall bah... when did i say a 'no' when you all had tell me a sentence that ends with a question mark? Then why are you all treat me or take me as a person who is a problem solver ? why? ... am i good to be used ?... am i too kind until you are take me for granted ? ... ask your concious bah... i really dunno... I dun wish to be just a passer-by ... i wanted to be someone important ... remembered... tell me how can i do it ? ... i will try my best to do it...
One more thing is that people always let me have the wrong idea one ... shouldn't have even started in the first place.... since it has taken place, i had always dream of... then i would always get the world's most cruel news of my life that is i am just nothing... just a "Lu Ren Jia". I really hope that someone would actually think back what i've done for him/her and probably regard me as someone important in their life bah...
Recently i've learn quite a lot of lesson regarding life... It sucks as all of us knows... however... i feel that if you dun think about anything when you saw something happen that is affecting you... just treat it very normally. Then you will not have this grudge or what when it is not what you would think it is. true? ... chim ?...
Forgive and forget is the best skill to equip with when you are out there... it is also skill that is the most difficult to have... try asking yourself... if you someone really offended you in anyway which hurts you most deeply, would you have a thought of forgiving?
When a person come in front of you to confront or confess to you, however, you do not wish that he/she is the one so you rejected him. And are you able to talk to him/her like old friends as usual ?... I guess not many of us are able to ... even if you are able to do so... what about the other party ? ... right ?
When you face troubles... friends or some really good buddies would they help ? ... They will give all sorts of excuses and disappears when you really need them. When they are facing some problems... and they apporaches you... will you help ? ... I would definetly help... cause i always hope for the better that is people will help me back... sad to say ... it hasn't been that all my life.
I really would like to ask this question ... is it my results that make all of you to be friends with me ?... Well... talking about results... the term test results. Other friends of mine holding a blog all post something regarding their results... I guess no one that knows me actually wants to know my results huh... so i will not mention much here liao. NOTE: when someone actually helps you in anyway and lets you achieve something... you should have at least give that person some creadits that he/she deserves especially when the person had made sacrifice.
I now began to felt that my friends made in year 1 had acutally grow up ... and think matured and do matured... well its a good thing cause now its my turn to look up to them liao ... They had really show how inmatured i am in the past days really... i'm quite regret of what i've done that time... for now... i'm sorry... to anyone who needs this from me... people that i've know in my first ever semester in school... i admit i am being childish at times during the days when we most of our breaks together. Hope you all would forgive me...
Back to the same topic that i would always say bah ... that is ... i really dunno when will i be getting someone i really like and at the same time that someone could accept me... maybe the answer is 'no chance'? Many people say that if you really like someone and you should wait till your chance is there... my response to that would be if you really wait till that long she/he might be with others already... however... i'm still waiting though... trying to hope for some miracle bah. Some also said that if the person is already with somebody...then its time for you to give up le... if you feel sad when there are info regarding him then forget him ... well... i dunno whether to agree with this...still thinking.
Then lastly i hope you all dun neglect me when we are together... i mean... dun talk amount yourself mah ... talk to me also...otherwise i will be very sian de... haha... nothing much to say le... i think during school days i will only update my blog once a week liao ... really quite busy handling school work... For those who had bad results for their term test dun give up dun be depressed strive hard in the projects and you will get better de... !
CiaoZ~!
"If i die, would anyone shed a tear for me?"
Yao~
Haiz... i've got alot to say in this post... so folks.... just bear with it ok ? ... well... the ironic thing is that... this situation is just as what i thought... i will be writing post that no one would actually read bah ... in the first place the response to my blog was still quite good....at that time... i thought i was wrong... however, when the school reopens... Wah La... that's what actually happen... nothing wrong about this... just saying for the say to. Initially i was also thinking of writing to myself only... arhg... who cares.~ Read or not... Beat it...
Ok.... enough of commenting and let's get started, this week is quite my busy week bah... although there is no datelines this week... however there are alot of events that i am participating in... well.. its pretty tired of course... but the main point is the process that took its place... it was really really enjoyable ... The CCN (Campus Care Network) day is one that is memorable... everyone was like... dun care liao ... just shout and shout to lure people to buy our stuffs...hahaha... in the end... we'd at least made some profit haha... what a accomplishment ... really... we came with nothing and we made some profit ... wooo.... well done class...!!!
Then after the day that is saturday... had to come back to school for the make up lesson... only 1 hour... hiaZ... sian... although i know that the UID paper is not going to be given back but there is still the presentation marks to be grabbed... right... ?... haha... "point face" aiya... studying is about how to score right... :X Then after that make up lesson i had to attend the sports day track and field event official... haha... it was very very hard in the afternoon... then the whole thing lasted for around 7 hours... I was being posted to help in the javelin part... helping the more senior official to measure the distance. I only can say that the TP athelics perform like..... hiaZ.... almost every event there were at the back of the list... hiaZ.... whatever... still had to salute them for their efforts for taking up the race... I was a little sun-burned as i was on the field... hiaZ... But it is all the SEAL points mah... so can only keep quiet bah ... haha... After the whole thing then bay and my friends were resting and we joke around, it was very fun too...
This sums up my consecative very tired day ... hiaZ... sian ... dunno why feel sian ...
Everytime when i had a feelings of things that i think it is, it always turn out to have the opposite outcome. I analyze for a while just now... and i felt that i am actually just a passer-by all the time in someone's life... whether is friends or foes.... I really wanted people to treat me as good as what i've treated them... but it just seems not happening i also dunno why... I can swear that i'd never mis treated my friends that i've known. I never turn down their request at all ... folks... just recall bah... when did i say a 'no' when you all had tell me a sentence that ends with a question mark? Then why are you all treat me or take me as a person who is a problem solver ? why? ... am i good to be used ?... am i too kind until you are take me for granted ? ... ask your concious bah... i really dunno... I dun wish to be just a passer-by ... i wanted to be someone important ... remembered... tell me how can i do it ? ... i will try my best to do it...
One more thing is that people always let me have the wrong idea one ... shouldn't have even started in the first place.... since it has taken place, i had always dream of... then i would always get the world's most cruel news of my life that is i am just nothing... just a "Lu Ren Jia". I really hope that someone would actually think back what i've done for him/her and probably regard me as someone important in their life bah...
Recently i've learn quite a lot of lesson regarding life... It sucks as all of us knows... however... i feel that if you dun think about anything when you saw something happen that is affecting you... just treat it very normally. Then you will not have this grudge or what when it is not what you would think it is. true? ... chim ?...
Forgive and forget is the best skill to equip with when you are out there... it is also skill that is the most difficult to have... try asking yourself... if you someone really offended you in anyway which hurts you most deeply, would you have a thought of forgiving?
When a person come in front of you to confront or confess to you, however, you do not wish that he/she is the one so you rejected him. And are you able to talk to him/her like old friends as usual ?... I guess not many of us are able to ... even if you are able to do so... what about the other party ? ... right ?
When you face troubles... friends or some really good buddies would they help ? ... They will give all sorts of excuses and disappears when you really need them. When they are facing some problems... and they apporaches you... will you help ? ... I would definetly help... cause i always hope for the better that is people will help me back... sad to say ... it hasn't been that all my life.
I really would like to ask this question ... is it my results that make all of you to be friends with me ?... Well... talking about results... the term test results. Other friends of mine holding a blog all post something regarding their results... I guess no one that knows me actually wants to know my results huh... so i will not mention much here liao. NOTE: when someone actually helps you in anyway and lets you achieve something... you should have at least give that person some creadits that he/she deserves especially when the person had made sacrifice.
I now began to felt that my friends made in year 1 had acutally grow up ... and think matured and do matured... well its a good thing cause now its my turn to look up to them liao ... They had really show how inmatured i am in the past days really... i'm quite regret of what i've done that time... for now... i'm sorry... to anyone who needs this from me... people that i've know in my first ever semester in school... i admit i am being childish at times during the days when we most of our breaks together. Hope you all would forgive me...
Back to the same topic that i would always say bah ... that is ... i really dunno when will i be getting someone i really like and at the same time that someone could accept me... maybe the answer is 'no chance'? Many people say that if you really like someone and you should wait till your chance is there... my response to that would be if you really wait till that long she/he might be with others already... however... i'm still waiting though... trying to hope for some miracle bah. Some also said that if the person is already with somebody...then its time for you to give up le... if you feel sad when there are info regarding him then forget him ... well... i dunno whether to agree with this...still thinking.
Then lastly i hope you all dun neglect me when we are together... i mean... dun talk amount yourself mah ... talk to me also...otherwise i will be very sian de... haha... nothing much to say le... i think during school days i will only update my blog once a week liao ... really quite busy handling school work... For those who had bad results for their term test dun give up dun be depressed strive hard in the projects and you will get better de... !
CiaoZ~!
"If i die, would anyone shed a tear for me?"
Yao~