I am very blur now ... i dunno whether things have been what i am thinking. Personally, i dun wish things to happen as what i am thinking for sure. Sometimes, i am happy about something that i am foreseeing to come, but then ... when the thing comes, it usually have the opposite outcome. whY...? ... i dun think i need to say this again. Dun quite understand what i am trying to say ? ... For example: Tomolo i am suppose to go out with some friends to play or something, so i am very excited and feel good about the outing tomolo. So here comes tomolo, when i go for the outing, something would definitely spoiled the mood of the whole outing... so i'll be thinking like, this totally burst my mood for this outing liao... HaiZ...
I am quite sensitive and really bother about what the other people treat me as ... cause i mean, if this is only a 1-way giving process... then i will feel very ungrateful for... and this happens way lots of time since i'm in poly liao ... well... during sec... my results flop... so nobody would even intent to seek for my help... Well... hiaz... again... I can see absolutely nothing for me to be happy for... And for this many years of experience for encouting various people, i found out that everyone around you is wearing a mask when talking to you... all the time. Well... i am just sharing my view... so folks... dun get worked up pls... if you felt offended... my apologists... Let me continue... they talk to you and show that they are very friendly and all that... however... who knows? ... they might just stabbed you in the back where it hurt the most... I have been hurt a few times... well... it really hurts... try it if you dun believe... I think i begin to have skin that is "Dao Chiang Bu Ru" liao... go ahead and backstab me bah ... Lai Lai ...
Poly life is really like a guessing game sia... if you guess wrong hor... then you end up like me. Hurts... then no one cares at all... moreover... i look like that hor... even if i die... not even one would actually comes to me one lah ... shuaX.... Dunno why leh ... hiaz... i also dunno how to explain... I also cannot say everything here ... later others read liao ... then they know i am refering to who who who who... then all come and find me and confront.... then i will be flooded with saliva...hiaZ... Dunno when then i can find someone then i can really trust until .... you know ... HaiZZZ... Can someone actually help me ? ... Where is that person...!! ... Dun wish to live alone for ever...!!! Hiaz... k le... Term test over liao, i also feel nothing sia... dunno why... first time like that... just carry on life... until there is a chance to go.... kk...
Yao~
I am very blur now ... i dunno whether things have been what i am thinking. Personally, i dun wish things to happen as what i am thinking for sure. Sometimes, i am happy about something that i am foreseeing to come, but then ... when the thing comes, it usually have the opposite outcome. whY...? ... i dun think i need to say this again. Dun quite understand what i am trying to say ? ... For example: Tomolo i am suppose to go out with some friends to play or something, so i am very excited and feel good about the outing tomolo. So here comes tomolo, when i go for the outing, something would definitely spoiled the mood of the whole outing... so i'll be thinking like, this totally burst my mood for this outing liao... HaiZ...
I am quite sensitive and really bother about what the other people treat me as ... cause i mean, if this is only a 1-way giving process... then i will feel very ungrateful for... and this happens way lots of time since i'm in poly liao ... well... during sec... my results flop... so nobody would even intent to seek for my help... Well... hiaz... again... I can see absolutely nothing for me to be happy for... And for this many years of experience for encouting various people, i found out that everyone around you is wearing a mask when talking to you... all the time. Well... i am just sharing my view... so folks... dun get worked up pls... if you felt offended... my apologists... Let me continue... they talk to you and show that they are very friendly and all that... however... who knows? ... they might just stabbed you in the back where it hurt the most... I have been hurt a few times... well... it really hurts... try it if you dun believe... I think i begin to have skin that is "Dao Chiang Bu Ru" liao... go ahead and backstab me bah ... Lai Lai ...
Poly life is really like a guessing game sia... if you guess wrong hor... then you end up like me. Hurts... then no one cares at all... moreover... i look like that hor... even if i die... not even one would actually comes to me one lah ... shuaX.... Dunno why leh ... hiaz... i also dunno how to explain... I also cannot say everything here ... later others read liao ... then they know i am refering to who who who who... then all come and find me and confront.... then i will be flooded with saliva...hiaZ... Dunno when then i can find someone then i can really trust until .... you know ... HaiZZZ... Can someone actually help me ? ... Where is that person...!! ... Dun wish to live alone for ever...!!! Hiaz... k le... Term test over liao, i also feel nothing sia... dunno why... first time like that... just carry on life... until there is a chance to go.... kk...
Yao~