Minyao Laogong Yuzhen
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Yuzhen
Cun & Wei
Zhen Xing
Meiyi
Weizhen
As what the title has suggested, i'm a failure in doing the things i really want the most. Hiaz... i thought that i will be getting some outcome for my post eariler... but... hiAz... another sad one... nothing... and i mean nothing at ALL... can you dig that ? I dunno lah ... maybe the post is too long that cause some of them din even read. What should i do ? ... or what can i do ? ... I guess i only can simply sit down and pray bah... People were happily chatting, talking and teasing each other ... whereas i am just sitting alone at one little dark dark corner. Hiaz... people always say that i think too much liao ... but actaully i had a long and really deep thoughts about everything that is significant to me before i voice it out... Dunno why keep saying i think too much .... hiaZ...
Let's talk more about the result of my previous post bah... that's more interesting i feel. After a few days of waiting and some sort of things like that... I started to realise that people reading that were getting the whole idea wrong... that just ruined my "Yong Xin Liang Ku". Quite disappointed in myself and my friends cause they ain't really getting the message that i wanted them to. As for myself, i blame myself for not writing that good enough to pass the message loud and clear. What to do ? .. i am that sucky. Until now... i am still abit depressed over the effort that i have given and nothing back for me... why ... i am still asking this question to myself... dunno when it will stop ... hiaZ... Hope 1 day they realise bah ... but i think when the day comes... i'm already in the coffin liao ... hiaZ...felt so sian when think of being kicked out of their group hiaZ....
Over the few days can hardly write ... cause a lot of things to do liao lor... sian man!! But actually think back hor... haha... din really feel that sian lah... cause helping people mah ... help people should be happy.... right....hmmm.... guess so... Sometimes i felt that writing things here may be some time wasting effort ... cause its like ermmm... write liao people also boh chap kind of feeling to me... hiaZ... I had lots of feelings in me man ... but dunno what is what... all mixed up sia... what the .... hiaZ... Well before i go... i just wanted to say : "sometimes what you want or feel isn't what it is really all about".
So... think about it and maybe you will get what i am trying to say bah. I hope it wasn't the case for me certainly though...really hope the best would come to me... but i doubt so when the real truth comes... haha... but what to do ... still have to face it lor... if not... what... I think i just have to live it with my life until something that happened prevent me from doing so...
CiaoZ
"If i die, would anyone shed a tear for me?"
Yao~
As what the title has suggested, i'm a failure in doing the things i really want the most. Hiaz... i thought that i will be getting some outcome for my post eariler... but... hiAz... another sad one... nothing... and i mean nothing at ALL... can you dig that ? I dunno lah ... maybe the post is too long that cause some of them din even read. What should i do ? ... or what can i do ? ... I guess i only can simply sit down and pray bah... People were happily chatting, talking and teasing each other ... whereas i am just sitting alone at one little dark dark corner. Hiaz... people always say that i think too much liao ... but actaully i had a long and really deep thoughts about everything that is significant to me before i voice it out... Dunno why keep saying i think too much .... hiaZ...
Let's talk more about the result of my previous post bah... that's more interesting i feel. After a few days of waiting and some sort of things like that... I started to realise that people reading that were getting the whole idea wrong... that just ruined my "Yong Xin Liang Ku". Quite disappointed in myself and my friends cause they ain't really getting the message that i wanted them to. As for myself, i blame myself for not writing that good enough to pass the message loud and clear. What to do ? .. i am that sucky. Until now... i am still abit depressed over the effort that i have given and nothing back for me... why ... i am still asking this question to myself... dunno when it will stop ... hiaZ... Hope 1 day they realise bah ... but i think when the day comes... i'm already in the coffin liao ... hiaZ...felt so sian when think of being kicked out of their group hiaZ....
Over the few days can hardly write ... cause a lot of things to do liao lor... sian man!! But actually think back hor... haha... din really feel that sian lah... cause helping people mah ... help people should be happy.... right....hmmm.... guess so... Sometimes i felt that writing things here may be some time wasting effort ... cause its like ermmm... write liao people also boh chap kind of feeling to me... hiaZ... I had lots of feelings in me man ... but dunno what is what... all mixed up sia... what the .... hiaZ... Well before i go... i just wanted to say : "sometimes what you want or feel isn't what it is really all about".
So... think about it and maybe you will get what i am trying to say bah. I hope it wasn't the case for me certainly though...really hope the best would come to me... but i doubt so when the real truth comes... haha... but what to do ... still have to face it lor... if not... what... I think i just have to live it with my life until something that happened prevent me from doing so...
CiaoZ
"If i die, would anyone shed a tear for me?"
Yao~