Minyao Laogong Yuzhen
Keng n Zhen pHotO buCkeT
Yuzhen
Cun & Wei
Zhen Xing
Meiyi
Weizhen
Told you all liao... this is "My Everyday Sad Life" not trying act or what... its just that i am sad lor... everything for me is not shun at all... Dun wish to hide my feelings... but i have to... dun want to be the destroyer... but i have to.... hiaZ... what am i thinking... why is it like that... just asking question to myself...haha...
People always say that, if you like somebody, it doesn't really matter whether she is happy with you or somebody else...as long as she is happy... well... in the begining, i believe that as well... but after having some real life experience, sad to say... i've to rule that out... How could you possibly be happy when you saw them together and you are not the one she is having joy with ?... if you think you will be able to... i'll have to say that you are just deceiving yourself... now wake up!...
However, i am not tell those people to go ahead and build up the hatred to the one you like. What i really want to say is that its ok to be friends again if you failed to jio her. But dun say that nvm bah... as long as she is happy can liao... dun act "Xiao Sa" lor... when you are being rejected in the first place... it just like a thousand pounds weight to pull your confidence down. So how can you fight another battle with just half the strength ?... 1 rejection is enough to make you fall forever and ever. That's why i still didn't made my first move for this war. There are targets for sure unless i'm a gay... which i'm not you see... But its really a torture to so-called "Kan De Dao, Shi Bu Dao" Looking at myself... "Wo You Shen Me Tiao Jian Qu Xi Huan Ren Jia" so better to bear the "Tong Ku" myself lor... saying out some sad things for me would not help at all. Still very sad after telling out to some listening ears.
Some people may say, being rejected also never mind ... people got bf liao ...also never mind... we are young man... still got a long way... To certain extends this is true... but for me, i dun wish to build up my own family when i'm in my 30s... or even 28s . My target is to build it up before my 30s lor... i mean you wouldn't want to be called Uncle when you just have your first child in your 30+ near 40 bah ... surely not right ?... so if now's not the right time to build the foundation of the love thingy. when would be ? ... fact the reality lah ... Buds...Friends.... if you couldn't find your partner now or maybe a couple of years later, there will be nothing more to say in the future years liao lor... not that i am saying that you should be in a relationship now... but at least you found someone who you like and like you too... and may not need to be like seeing other everyday or what... just be a more understand partner, maybe just see each other for once a week or 2 ? that's enough liao right ?...still studying... shouldn't really neglect your studies mah... I've got a real life friend who is like that... who ? ... i'm not telling ... They just meet once a week lor... although they were in the same school... they dun even meet up when both of their breaks are together... I salute to them, their understanding, their trust, their commitment. HalT~!
As you all can see... i dun really mention 'love' this or who... love is a too serious word to describe what i'm pursueing about. I dun believe that you can acutally "LOVE" someone when you just talk to her for 1 or 2 weeks.... for me... "LOVE" someone is built up when you are really having a relationship with someone that you like though. But i am confident enough that i will love that somebody of my after if we were together which is just a dream... la la la......
I really need someone to care about me sia... i feel so lonely at night.... in the morening... and even when i'm sleeping. Where to find ? ... My Eye Light (Yan Guang) is too good liao mah... like this one then attached... take quite long to force myself to like another... then she is already aimed. Everytime everyday doing stuffs alone... even my friends can't bother much about me... i guess it was the incident mention in my previous post before this bah... HiaZ... Life's so tough for me... how i wish i could just end it right now... "Kuai Le Shi Duan Zhan De, Tong Ku Shi Yong Jiu De" true? i'm like that lor... my fun is only tempolary when i'm playing games lor... You see me laughing joking and all that in person... i'm sad all the while actually, its just that i dun like to put it on my face and let the others come and questioned me just out of curiosity more than care and concern. Sometimes was telling myself... if the person really attached... then dun bother to think about him/her liao... especially for the case in the girls' perspective. Here's how it goes... dun you think you " Tai Pian Yi Le" that person if he broke up with the old one and right after he can get you again ?... think about it... if the person really choices you and it also shows that he is nothing but a jerk..."Jian Yi Ge Ai Yi Ge" kind of playboy lor... be happy if the guy is not.. then wish him happy and let go. Can someone teach me how to go about asking girl to go steady ? ... i need some tips...still trying to build up confidence to give my first attemps... but i can feel that... the success rate will be only about 5% bah...
People also say life is full of obstacles... you just have to face it and go ahead... for me... Life is just coming out to this world and trying to break away obstacles that is in front of you and move on to the next one... so i would rather end in now and need not to worry much liao ... i can't see how happy i will be in the futher when behind the future is all the saddest things on the earth... not hysically but mentally.
Question: If i am thinner, would you accept me ? //stupid question, i'm not good looking.
Hiaz... write quite alot liao ... but yesterday longer... haha... :( k le... CiaoZ !
Yao~
Told you all liao... this is "My Everyday Sad Life" not trying act or what... its just that i am sad lor... everything for me is not shun at all... Dun wish to hide my feelings... but i have to... dun want to be the destroyer... but i have to.... hiaZ... what am i thinking... why is it like that... just asking question to myself...haha...
People always say that, if you like somebody, it doesn't really matter whether she is happy with you or somebody else...as long as she is happy... well... in the begining, i believe that as well... but after having some real life experience, sad to say... i've to rule that out... How could you possibly be happy when you saw them together and you are not the one she is having joy with ?... if you think you will be able to... i'll have to say that you are just deceiving yourself... now wake up!...
However, i am not tell those people to go ahead and build up the hatred to the one you like. What i really want to say is that its ok to be friends again if you failed to jio her. But dun say that nvm bah... as long as she is happy can liao... dun act "Xiao Sa" lor... when you are being rejected in the first place... it just like a thousand pounds weight to pull your confidence down. So how can you fight another battle with just half the strength ?... 1 rejection is enough to make you fall forever and ever. That's why i still didn't made my first move for this war. There are targets for sure unless i'm a gay... which i'm not you see... But its really a torture to so-called "Kan De Dao, Shi Bu Dao" Looking at myself... "Wo You Shen Me Tiao Jian Qu Xi Huan Ren Jia" so better to bear the "Tong Ku" myself lor... saying out some sad things for me would not help at all. Still very sad after telling out to some listening ears.
Some people may say, being rejected also never mind ... people got bf liao ...also never mind... we are young man... still got a long way... To certain extends this is true... but for me, i dun wish to build up my own family when i'm in my 30s... or even 28s . My target is to build it up before my 30s lor... i mean you wouldn't want to be called Uncle when you just have your first child in your 30+ near 40 bah ... surely not right ?... so if now's not the right time to build the foundation of the love thingy. when would be ? ... fact the reality lah ... Buds...Friends.... if you couldn't find your partner now or maybe a couple of years later, there will be nothing more to say in the future years liao lor... not that i am saying that you should be in a relationship now... but at least you found someone who you like and like you too... and may not need to be like seeing other everyday or what... just be a more understand partner, maybe just see each other for once a week or 2 ? that's enough liao right ?...still studying... shouldn't really neglect your studies mah... I've got a real life friend who is like that... who ? ... i'm not telling ... They just meet once a week lor... although they were in the same school... they dun even meet up when both of their breaks are together... I salute to them, their understanding, their trust, their commitment. HalT~!
As you all can see... i dun really mention 'love' this or who... love is a too serious word to describe what i'm pursueing about. I dun believe that you can acutally "LOVE" someone when you just talk to her for 1 or 2 weeks.... for me... "LOVE" someone is built up when you are really having a relationship with someone that you like though. But i am confident enough that i will love that somebody of my after if we were together which is just a dream... la la la......
I really need someone to care about me sia... i feel so lonely at night.... in the morening... and even when i'm sleeping. Where to find ? ... My Eye Light (Yan Guang) is too good liao mah... like this one then attached... take quite long to force myself to like another... then she is already aimed. Everytime everyday doing stuffs alone... even my friends can't bother much about me... i guess it was the incident mention in my previous post before this bah... HiaZ... Life's so tough for me... how i wish i could just end it right now... "Kuai Le Shi Duan Zhan De, Tong Ku Shi Yong Jiu De" true? i'm like that lor... my fun is only tempolary when i'm playing games lor... You see me laughing joking and all that in person... i'm sad all the while actually, its just that i dun like to put it on my face and let the others come and questioned me just out of curiosity more than care and concern. Sometimes was telling myself... if the person really attached... then dun bother to think about him/her liao... especially for the case in the girls' perspective. Here's how it goes... dun you think you " Tai Pian Yi Le" that person if he broke up with the old one and right after he can get you again ?... think about it... if the person really choices you and it also shows that he is nothing but a jerk..."Jian Yi Ge Ai Yi Ge" kind of playboy lor... be happy if the guy is not.. then wish him happy and let go. Can someone teach me how to go about asking girl to go steady ? ... i need some tips...still trying to build up confidence to give my first attemps... but i can feel that... the success rate will be only about 5% bah...
People also say life is full of obstacles... you just have to face it and go ahead... for me... Life is just coming out to this world and trying to break away obstacles that is in front of you and move on to the next one... so i would rather end in now and need not to worry much liao ... i can't see how happy i will be in the futher when behind the future is all the saddest things on the earth... not hysically but mentally.
Question: If i am thinner, would you accept me ? //stupid question, i'm not good looking.
Hiaz... write quite alot liao ... but yesterday longer... haha... :( k le... CiaoZ !
Yao~