Minyao Laogong Yuzhen
Keng n Zhen pHotO buCkeT
Yuzhen
Cun & Wei
Zhen Xing
Meiyi
Weizhen
Sadness is the only word i can or must use it now to describe my feelings now... Just found out some news that i would never ever wished to know... (Like i always says... can't really say the 'real' thing out, cause i will still need some privacy here too...) maybe the news spreading to me wasn't intentional at all... or maybe it was... who knowS? I dun wish to make anyone sad though. I hate to do things that makes people cry... this statment may bring some "Bu Yao Lian" remarks cause some may think my "Mei Li" is not that powerful. Well whatever lah... moreover, Who in the Blue Hell CARES?
Really hate to have such a feeling man ... last time have liao ... then was so sian throughout around 2 to 3 months... hiaZ... why why why ? Why must the history repeat itself again leh ? ... Lao Tian is really unfair man, "Mei Chi Dou Shi Wo Shou Jiu De". Sian lor... Hiaz... Dunno why am i born like that or what man. I am in the world of unfairness to me only lor... Below is my story of unfairness since i was born in Apr:
1) when i was in primary school, i was in the last class of the all the way to PSLE. My result sucks... 204.
2) Follow up, i got into a sucking secondary school which has a compound taking the shape of 'L'.
3) I got bad name during the first 2 years, flunk my first test there.
4) When i was in sec 3, got to know that i was the last batch to study old books.
5) During the same year, i qurrallel with my officer and quit my st.john when i was doing good inside. And gonez for my CCA points which s apporaching A1.
6) 'O' Levels, I flunk my english when i actually passed in prelim, and got me a 17 aggregate. And it cause me not to go into JC.
7) All the courses i consider were already taken up by my brothers, so i have to go to some where else which i dun like very much. That's IT.
8) In IT, made some friends in poly, and was going fine all along. Until something stupid happened and it was from someone who is 2 years older than me. Qurrallel with him and then make me all alone in the breaks i had in year 1 sem 2. Torturing!
9) Now, got to know more friends, and the new friends... still ok at the moment... however, who knows? ... Found out something that is hurting to me...
10) I bet there's many many more still to come yet... so can see....
So like i say... i dunno why am i in such a disaterious world or why am i having such a suking life? ARHG!...
Tell you want i'm always thinking of, when there's a predictable chance for you to leave this world. Dun hesitate. For me... if i'm crossing the road, and the car happens to be too close to me... i won't run... just let it hit me... so i won't have so much troubles to bother me anymore... I'm not encourage you all to die, but just sharing some thoughts. I really wants to learn music(Guitar), but i wasn't that lucky to have friends that are around me playing with music and willing to teach me... I do compose songs though... but no instrument to actually record them... So... till now what i'm writing is still something suay about me... Dun worry, if 1 day i actually die... dun cry.... Be Happy for me for living this Stupid life of mine... "Life's a Struggle" ....
Wants to share with you all my horoscope sayings:
(Taurus)
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.
Yao~
Sadness is the only word i can or must use it now to describe my feelings now... Just found out some news that i would never ever wished to know... (Like i always says... can't really say the 'real' thing out, cause i will still need some privacy here too...) maybe the news spreading to me wasn't intentional at all... or maybe it was... who knowS? I dun wish to make anyone sad though. I hate to do things that makes people cry... this statment may bring some "Bu Yao Lian" remarks cause some may think my "Mei Li" is not that powerful. Well whatever lah... moreover, Who in the Blue Hell CARES?
Really hate to have such a feeling man ... last time have liao ... then was so sian throughout around 2 to 3 months... hiaZ... why why why ? Why must the history repeat itself again leh ? ... Lao Tian is really unfair man, "Mei Chi Dou Shi Wo Shou Jiu De". Sian lor... Hiaz... Dunno why am i born like that or what man. I am in the world of unfairness to me only lor... Below is my story of unfairness since i was born in Apr:
1) when i was in primary school, i was in the last class of the all the way to PSLE. My result sucks... 204.
2) Follow up, i got into a sucking secondary school which has a compound taking the shape of 'L'.
3) I got bad name during the first 2 years, flunk my first test there.
4) When i was in sec 3, got to know that i was the last batch to study old books.
5) During the same year, i qurrallel with my officer and quit my st.john when i was doing good inside. And gonez for my CCA points which s apporaching A1.
6) 'O' Levels, I flunk my english when i actually passed in prelim, and got me a 17 aggregate. And it cause me not to go into JC.
7) All the courses i consider were already taken up by my brothers, so i have to go to some where else which i dun like very much. That's IT.
8) In IT, made some friends in poly, and was going fine all along. Until something stupid happened and it was from someone who is 2 years older than me. Qurrallel with him and then make me all alone in the breaks i had in year 1 sem 2. Torturing!
9) Now, got to know more friends, and the new friends... still ok at the moment... however, who knows? ... Found out something that is hurting to me...
10) I bet there's many many more still to come yet... so can see....
So like i say... i dunno why am i in such a disaterious world or why am i having such a suking life? ARHG!...
Tell you want i'm always thinking of, when there's a predictable chance for you to leave this world. Dun hesitate. For me... if i'm crossing the road, and the car happens to be too close to me... i won't run... just let it hit me... so i won't have so much troubles to bother me anymore... I'm not encourage you all to die, but just sharing some thoughts. I really wants to learn music(Guitar), but i wasn't that lucky to have friends that are around me playing with music and willing to teach me... I do compose songs though... but no instrument to actually record them... So... till now what i'm writing is still something suay about me... Dun worry, if 1 day i actually die... dun cry.... Be Happy for me for living this Stupid life of mine... "Life's a Struggle" ....
Wants to share with you all my horoscope sayings:
(Taurus)
You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.
Yao~