Minyao Laogong Yuzhen
Keng n Zhen pHotO buCkeT
Yuzhen
Cun & Wei
Zhen Xing
Meiyi
Weizhen
Today basically, i just do nothing at all lor... initially want to do something with my friend but he say that he is not feeling well, so cannot come lor... hiaZ... sian. Dunno why national day my relative comes to my house and celebrate sia... bought all the food for lunch and it wasn't very nice also. The children there was like ... RUDE ? They just simply do everything as what they like to... really treat my house as theirs... lol... Play my playstation 2 without asking me, come to my room without knocking. hiaZ... KIdS> Wooo... when i was at their age, i remember clearly i was anything similar to them at all lor... dunno why the kids nowadays so "Mu Wu Zhun Zhang". Should really ask their parent and teach them abit. I couldn't really join them to play bah ... the age gap, moreover, we just meet once a year nia... during the chinese new year only. My relationship with my relative is not very good though... I had cousins that is 10+ years older than me and my niece got married and i'm still studying... haha... its called generation gap... hahah... sometimes thinking of my niece who got married... then i feel a bit like lost or depressed. I was thinking: "I'm the 'uncle' and i am still study when my niece actually married". HiaZ... dunno why my family group is like that...
Speaking about uncle... wah ... recalled 1 incident. Here it goes... 1 fine sunday, when i was playing my game in the living room. During that time, my flat was conducting a show flat exhitbiton, so people rushed down like they have not seen a flat in decades. The carpark was jamed like hell. Then 2 Aunties came outside my house trying to lure my attention to them, however i just somehow boh chap them cause i dun like to talk or even listen to what a strangers will be saying to me. So i continued my game, then i heard a voice calling "Uncle" from the door of my house. Then i turn around to see out of curiousity, then when i saw the 2 Aunties were looking at me... i stood up trying to catch what they are gonna say. And they called me 'Uncle' again and ask me whether they could come into my house to see the layout. Then i was so fuming and i just ignore them lor... then felt abit guilty and then go to my mother and tell her the whole story... then i follow my mother to the door and i shouted..." Neh, Zhe 2 Ge 'Aunties' Yao Gan Wo Men De Wu Zi Lor". .. haha... had my revenge liao ... song...! I look old meh ? ... come'on man still in my 1st stage teenagers year hor... hahaha... i dun mind people calling me that when i am old enough to be called that mah ... but now to early liao ... way tooooo early... cannot tahan man...!!!
Today also a not happy day for me...really spoils everything bah ... alot of people din online today sia.. dunno all go where liao ... maybe all go and catch the NDP bah... So i was alone all the while lor... hiaZ... dun intend to start my projects now bah... trying to feel shiok to play game all the day and sleep till very late... no fan nao in mind... but still can't bah... there are still the old fan nao that keeps bothering me. alot of things bah .... relationship thingy, projects, friendships... ARHG.... alot of things lahZ... dun think will be able to settle all lor... give me 100 years.... also cannot solve... I dunno how to solve leh... hiaZ... feel so lonely everyday... Xun Yao Ta De Shi Hou Ta Bu Zai. wah lau.... sian...
Dunno how to carry on life ... really dunno... people say i god... hiaZ.... but i dunno how to solve the questions for myself... only know how to solve for others.... so irony.... life sucks.! LIFE REALLY REALLY SUCKS!!! come to this world and be tortured by problems and problems... Forget it lah ... cannot change... superman also cannot help me... Jiu Rang Wo Zhi Shen Zhi Mie Bah.... "See Le Dou Mei You Ren Guan"... :( CiaoZ... :(
"If i die... would anyone actually drop a tear for me?"
Yao~
Today basically, i just do nothing at all lor... initially want to do something with my friend but he say that he is not feeling well, so cannot come lor... hiaZ... sian. Dunno why national day my relative comes to my house and celebrate sia... bought all the food for lunch and it wasn't very nice also. The children there was like ... RUDE ? They just simply do everything as what they like to... really treat my house as theirs... lol... Play my playstation 2 without asking me, come to my room without knocking. hiaZ... KIdS> Wooo... when i was at their age, i remember clearly i was anything similar to them at all lor... dunno why the kids nowadays so "Mu Wu Zhun Zhang". Should really ask their parent and teach them abit. I couldn't really join them to play bah ... the age gap, moreover, we just meet once a year nia... during the chinese new year only. My relationship with my relative is not very good though... I had cousins that is 10+ years older than me and my niece got married and i'm still studying... haha... its called generation gap... hahah... sometimes thinking of my niece who got married... then i feel a bit like lost or depressed. I was thinking: "I'm the 'uncle' and i am still study when my niece actually married". HiaZ... dunno why my family group is like that...
Speaking about uncle... wah ... recalled 1 incident. Here it goes... 1 fine sunday, when i was playing my game in the living room. During that time, my flat was conducting a show flat exhitbiton, so people rushed down like they have not seen a flat in decades. The carpark was jamed like hell. Then 2 Aunties came outside my house trying to lure my attention to them, however i just somehow boh chap them cause i dun like to talk or even listen to what a strangers will be saying to me. So i continued my game, then i heard a voice calling "Uncle" from the door of my house. Then i turn around to see out of curiousity, then when i saw the 2 Aunties were looking at me... i stood up trying to catch what they are gonna say. And they called me 'Uncle' again and ask me whether they could come into my house to see the layout. Then i was so fuming and i just ignore them lor... then felt abit guilty and then go to my mother and tell her the whole story... then i follow my mother to the door and i shouted..." Neh, Zhe 2 Ge 'Aunties' Yao Gan Wo Men De Wu Zi Lor". .. haha... had my revenge liao ... song...! I look old meh ? ... come'on man still in my 1st stage teenagers year hor... hahaha... i dun mind people calling me that when i am old enough to be called that mah ... but now to early liao ... way tooooo early... cannot tahan man...!!!
Today also a not happy day for me...really spoils everything bah ... alot of people din online today sia.. dunno all go where liao ... maybe all go and catch the NDP bah... So i was alone all the while lor... hiaZ... dun intend to start my projects now bah... trying to feel shiok to play game all the day and sleep till very late... no fan nao in mind... but still can't bah... there are still the old fan nao that keeps bothering me. alot of things bah .... relationship thingy, projects, friendships... ARHG.... alot of things lahZ... dun think will be able to settle all lor... give me 100 years.... also cannot solve... I dunno how to solve leh... hiaZ... feel so lonely everyday... Xun Yao Ta De Shi Hou Ta Bu Zai. wah lau.... sian...
Dunno how to carry on life ... really dunno... people say i god... hiaZ.... but i dunno how to solve the questions for myself... only know how to solve for others.... so irony.... life sucks.! LIFE REALLY REALLY SUCKS!!! come to this world and be tortured by problems and problems... Forget it lah ... cannot change... superman also cannot help me... Jiu Rang Wo Zhi Shen Zhi Mie Bah.... "See Le Dou Mei You Ren Guan"... :( CiaoZ... :(
"If i die... would anyone actually drop a tear for me?"
Yao~