~~Name~~ Huang Zongyu ???
~~D.O.B~~ 16 June 1985
~~Hometown~~ Bedok RESERVOIR
~~Favourite Food and Drink~~ Chicken Rice and Ice Green Tea
~~Hobbies~~ Pei Laogong, Listen to YES933, Watch TV
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more to come... haha
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Yesterday go work in factory lor.. then its those kind of job where you need to do the same thing over and over again ... quite sian halfway... but... money is the key...
My line of people working with me was nice... talking to everyone throughout lor... hmmm... good lah... at least i got so distraction to stop looking at the clock.
I am not really in the mood to talk funny things do something that is pleasing for everyone. Sometimes just felt left out bah... erm.. maybe because i am big ? ... i think most prob is the case bah ... however, no one would actually say 'yes' ... its like erm... never mind. I think i am not suitable to the group of T01 bah... no offence to all... Well... my philosophy to poly studies is that, people would only have this in mind "Everyone man for himself". So i just dun find it worthy to like actually give out everything that i know to anyone that apporaches me bah... well... this prophasy is getting true everyday bah... Well... people... i would just like to clarify to many of you hor... its not that i dunwan to teach or help you all do some "Studies" related stuffs hor... its not that i am very selfish or what lor. Its just that i know that the moment i finish teach or helping hor... then it will "bye bye" to me liao. So i dun find trusted at any moment bah ... I am not asking for any returns or whatever it is bah ... its just that i hope you all would just appreciate what i've given and maybe be kind towards me or something... overrall... just treat me as a memorable friend bah ... i know what i've said doesn't really applies to everyone of you lah ... well... i am just talking on this point in an overrall manner... This happens to me the moment i've stepped into TP. So i am kind of cautious lor... i have also realised something during this 1 and a half year "People you helped will just forget"
So by this sem, i had told myself to not to help too much so to prevent such things to happen lor... Well, in the end, as expected, I didn't give much help and the same outcome has happen. Then if i really behave like a Mr Help, i think probably the same thing would just happen bah ... So... this time round i was not that depressed as compared to the first 2 times. Should i say that i'm lucky or what man!~ ... Maybe i should really go and think about this man... " Are poly friends that long and trustworthy ? " I've met many that is says a 'No' to that question.
So far, only met a couple of people in poly that i feel that they are friends that i can count on bah...There are many of times where people just make promises whenever they like lor... and they just doesn't fullfill them. Hmm.. anyway promises doesn't cost too~... I think that's the reason why they could make so many and just forget about them. Make promises to somebody make sure you really fulfill them lor... I just hate people who does that man ... Those people give another person some hope to hope for and then in the end there was even any effort made for the promise that is being made. THAT SUX~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People sometimes always say the wrong thing at the wrong times, including me, well... that's normal but. its just not quite abnormal if people just say something wrong everytime. E.g If you regard everyone in the class as a class, so when you have something on or you wanted to really represent all of them, you should really including every single one that was mentioned. If you only wants some from the group only and not all the people. Then just say that its for all the friends only. Its like there isn't any respect made out of it bah. At least make an effort to call them and dun just say " Aiya... there won't turn up one lah~~" well.. if you didn't try who knows ? Sickening...~ -_-"
Maybe i should put any effort in this anyway... hmm.... invested some... but in the end got my fingers burned... Never mind... Count that as an experience learned bah ... Dunno why am i always the unlucky ... people can talk happily out there and then i just had to shut my mouth and listen... people dun enjoy or wanted to talk to me even... hiaz... this is no low in confidence or something... its a fact you see... not the first time le bah ... very sian one lor... you have nobody to talk to... then suddenly you see many people talking to each other and you know most of them. Its like very "Xin Suan" ... I am still trying to adapt life on my own one... no need to count on people lor... especially friends.... sian ... ...
Everytime its like that... in school quite steady ... then no school liao .... then "No More"... hmmm... that's the tradition bah.... erm... anyway ... I am very sure that this will be my last post here liao ... and people if you would... continue to tag here bah ... I will still update things in here... Take Care~
CiaoZ
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|1:54 PM|
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Today is a very very very sian day for me ... As expected... nothing had change from the past till now... hiaZ... i dunno when am i able to get a new life out of my current one ... perhaps never !... well who knows ...
Saw people's blog... most are putting their results out... hmm... I dun have such a habit so i think i would not post them here liao ... I dunno what to say now really ... erm... perhaps... this is my last post here...
CiaoZ
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|7:49 PM|
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Sian lah ... i dunno man ... People what about me that you all dun like arh ? ... can tell me so that i can change? ... my friend once told me that i shouldn't blame people for not involving me... or be friends with me... but should as myself why can't i be friend of them ?... So if you are kind enough pls pls pls tell me the answer bah... really want to know lor...
This sem class people... can say very good and also can say not very good leh ... i mean ... from the point of my own view lah. Its like ... certain things doesn't seems quite right lor... Ya... no doubt this class is supporting ... Like the BBQ that we had on sunday, its was only decided on the day before, and its was a completed event afterall. The response still not bad lah ... 11 turn up. However the bad thing is that whoever came had to pay lor... bo bian...
Then comes to some other things liao ... when i am in need of people to help or what... no one seems to care or what lor... then its like, this class people, exculding the females, only wants to be with me for fun and laughter other than that they just seems to bo chap. hiaz... What have i done that you all just hate me arh ? ... hiaZ...
I would like to say this here also ... :P hahaha.... my blog also got a tag-board lor... can come and tag also ? ... its like people only tag elsewhere lor... hiaZ... sian ....
CiaoZ
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|10:26 PM|
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Firstly... Today's Jason Peh's Bday... happy birthday!!~~
Really very tired of it man ... i also dun understand myself also... after 2 sem liao ... still dun understand ... everyone treat you for something for a reason one... everyone's the same...
Here's a senario:
Xiao ming is a well-known lawyer, he hasn't lost a case yet for 10 years of his career. Ali was a very good friend of xiao ming. So there was one time Ali was unfortuanely invloved in a lawsuit. So he has this idea of apporaching xiao ming to be his lawyer to defend him. Xiao ming as a friend agreed to help him at no cost at all. Xiao ming as a committed friend spend hours to gather informations on the case. Xiao ming sacrifies his time to sleep helping Ali. Finally Xiao ming won the case.
The day after the court had anncounced the verdict that Ali was not found guilty and they shaked hands, Ali has gone disappeared.
End~
The senario above may not be as clear... but its shouldn't be too... I am really tired of this happening liao ... trust me ... for the comming sem... no more of this kind of sh*t ! SIAN~~~!!!
CiaoZ!
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|1:07 AM|
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
Yesterday go work in factory lor.. then its those kind of job where you need to do the same thing over and over again ... quite sian halfway... but... money is the key...
My line of people working with me was nice... talking to everyone throughout lor... hmmm... good lah... at least i got so distraction to stop looking at the clock.
I am not really in the mood to talk funny things do something that is pleasing for everyone. Sometimes just felt left out bah... erm.. maybe because i am big ? ... i think most prob is the case bah ... however, no one would actually say 'yes' ... its like erm... never mind. I think i am not suitable to the group of T01 bah... no offence to all... Well... my philosophy to poly studies is that, people would only have this in mind "Everyone man for himself". So i just dun find it worthy to like actually give out everything that i know to anyone that apporaches me bah... well... this prophasy is getting true everyday bah... Well... people... i would just like to clarify to many of you hor... its not that i dunwan to teach or help you all do some "Studies" related stuffs hor... its not that i am very selfish or what lor. Its just that i know that the moment i finish teach or helping hor... then it will "bye bye" to me liao. So i dun find trusted at any moment bah ... I am not asking for any returns or whatever it is bah ... its just that i hope you all would just appreciate what i've given and maybe be kind towards me or something... overrall... just treat me as a memorable friend bah ... i know what i've said doesn't really applies to everyone of you lah ... well... i am just talking on this point in an overrall manner... This happens to me the moment i've stepped into TP. So i am kind of cautious lor... i have also realised something during this 1 and a half year "People you helped will just forget"
So by this sem, i had told myself to not to help too much so to prevent such things to happen lor... Well, in the end, as expected, I didn't give much help and the same outcome has happen. Then if i really behave like a Mr Help, i think probably the same thing would just happen bah ... So... this time round i was not that depressed as compared to the first 2 times. Should i say that i'm lucky or what man!~ ... Maybe i should really go and think about this man... " Are poly friends that long and trustworthy ? " I've met many that is says a 'No' to that question.
So far, only met a couple of people in poly that i feel that they are friends that i can count on bah...There are many of times where people just make promises whenever they like lor... and they just doesn't fullfill them. Hmm.. anyway promises doesn't cost too~... I think that's the reason why they could make so many and just forget about them. Make promises to somebody make sure you really fulfill them lor... I just hate people who does that man ... Those people give another person some hope to hope for and then in the end there was even any effort made for the promise that is being made. THAT SUX~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People sometimes always say the wrong thing at the wrong times, including me, well... that's normal but. its just not quite abnormal if people just say something wrong everytime. E.g If you regard everyone in the class as a class, so when you have something on or you wanted to really represent all of them, you should really including every single one that was mentioned. If you only wants some from the group only and not all the people. Then just say that its for all the friends only. Its like there isn't any respect made out of it bah. At least make an effort to call them and dun just say " Aiya... there won't turn up one lah~~" well.. if you didn't try who knows ? Sickening...~ -_-"
Maybe i should put any effort in this anyway... hmm.... invested some... but in the end got my fingers burned... Never mind... Count that as an experience learned bah ... Dunno why am i always the unlucky ... people can talk happily out there and then i just had to shut my mouth and listen... people dun enjoy or wanted to talk to me even... hiaz... this is no low in confidence or something... its a fact you see... not the first time le bah ... very sian one lor... you have nobody to talk to... then suddenly you see many people talking to each other and you know most of them. Its like very "Xin Suan" ... I am still trying to adapt life on my own one... no need to count on people lor... especially friends.... sian ... ...
Everytime its like that... in school quite steady ... then no school liao .... then "No More"... hmmm... that's the tradition bah.... erm... anyway ... I am very sure that this will be my last post here liao ... and people if you would... continue to tag here bah ... I will still update things in here... Take Care~
CiaoZ
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|1:54 PM|
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Today is a very very very sian day for me ... As expected... nothing had change from the past till now... hiaZ... i dunno when am i able to get a new life out of my current one ... perhaps never !... well who knows ...
Saw people's blog... most are putting their results out... hmm... I dun have such a habit so i think i would not post them here liao ... I dunno what to say now really ... erm... perhaps... this is my last post here...
CiaoZ
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|7:49 PM|
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Sian lah ... i dunno man ... People what about me that you all dun like arh ? ... can tell me so that i can change? ... my friend once told me that i shouldn't blame people for not involving me... or be friends with me... but should as myself why can't i be friend of them ?... So if you are kind enough pls pls pls tell me the answer bah... really want to know lor...
This sem class people... can say very good and also can say not very good leh ... i mean ... from the point of my own view lah. Its like ... certain things doesn't seems quite right lor... Ya... no doubt this class is supporting ... Like the BBQ that we had on sunday, its was only decided on the day before, and its was a completed event afterall. The response still not bad lah ... 11 turn up. However the bad thing is that whoever came had to pay lor... bo bian...
Then comes to some other things liao ... when i am in need of people to help or what... no one seems to care or what lor... then its like, this class people, exculding the females, only wants to be with me for fun and laughter other than that they just seems to bo chap. hiaz... What have i done that you all just hate me arh ? ... hiaZ...
I would like to say this here also ... :P hahaha.... my blog also got a tag-board lor... can come and tag also ? ... its like people only tag elsewhere lor... hiaZ... sian ....
CiaoZ
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|10:26 PM|
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Firstly... Today's Jason Peh's Bday... happy birthday!!~~
Really very tired of it man ... i also dun understand myself also... after 2 sem liao ... still dun understand ... everyone treat you for something for a reason one... everyone's the same...
Here's a senario:
Xiao ming is a well-known lawyer, he hasn't lost a case yet for 10 years of his career. Ali was a very good friend of xiao ming. So there was one time Ali was unfortuanely invloved in a lawsuit. So he has this idea of apporaching xiao ming to be his lawyer to defend him. Xiao ming as a friend agreed to help him at no cost at all. Xiao ming as a committed friend spend hours to gather informations on the case. Xiao ming sacrifies his time to sleep helping Ali. Finally Xiao ming won the case.
The day after the court had anncounced the verdict that Ali was not found guilty and they shaked hands, Ali has gone disappeared.
End~
The senario above may not be as clear... but its shouldn't be too... I am really tired of this happening liao ... trust me ... for the comming sem... no more of this kind of sh*t ! SIAN~~~!!!
CiaoZ!
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|1:07 AM|