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Yesterday go work in factory lor.. then its those kind of job where you need to do the same thing over and over again ... quite sian halfway... but... money is the key...
My line of people working with me was nice... talking to everyone throughout lor... hmmm... good lah... at least i got so distraction to stop looking at the clock.
I am not really in the mood to talk funny things do something that is pleasing for everyone. Sometimes just felt left out bah... erm.. maybe because i am big ? ... i think most prob is the case bah ... however, no one would actually say 'yes' ... its like erm... never mind. I think i am not suitable to the group of T01 bah... no offence to all... Well... my philosophy to poly studies is that, people would only have this in mind "Everyone man for himself". So i just dun find it worthy to like actually give out everything that i know to anyone that apporaches me bah... well... this prophasy is getting true everyday bah... Well... people... i would just like to clarify to many of you hor... its not that i dunwan to teach or help you all do some "Studies" related stuffs hor... its not that i am very selfish or what lor. Its just that i know that the moment i finish teach or helping hor... then it will "bye bye" to me liao. So i dun find trusted at any moment bah ... I am not asking for any returns or whatever it is bah ... its just that i hope you all would just appreciate what i've given and maybe be kind towards me or something... overrall... just treat me as a memorable friend bah ... i know what i've said doesn't really applies to everyone of you lah ... well... i am just talking on this point in an overrall manner... This happens to me the moment i've stepped into TP. So i am kind of cautious lor... i have also realised something during this 1 and a half year "People you helped will just forget"
So by this sem, i had told myself to not to help too much so to prevent such things to happen lor... Well, in the end, as expected, I didn't give much help and the same outcome has happen. Then if i really behave like a Mr Help, i think probably the same thing would just happen bah ... So... this time round i was not that depressed as compared to the first 2 times. Should i say that i'm lucky or what man!~ ... Maybe i should really go and think about this man... " Are poly friends that long and trustworthy ? " I've met many that is says a 'No' to that question.
So far, only met a couple of people in poly that i feel that they are friends that i can count on bah...There are many of times where people just make promises whenever they like lor... and they just doesn't fullfill them. Hmm.. anyway promises doesn't cost too~... I think that's the reason why they could make so many and just forget about them. Make promises to somebody make sure you really fulfill them lor... I just hate people who does that man ... Those people give another person some hope to hope for and then in the end there was even any effort made for the promise that is being made. THAT SUX~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People sometimes always say the wrong thing at the wrong times, including me, well... that's normal but. its just not quite abnormal if people just say something wrong everytime. E.g If you regard everyone in the class as a class, so when you have something on or you wanted to really represent all of them, you should really including every single one that was mentioned. If you only wants some from the group only and not all the people. Then just say that its for all the friends only. Its like there isn't any respect made out of it bah. At least make an effort to call them and dun just say " Aiya... there won't turn up one lah~~" well.. if you didn't try who knows ? Sickening...~ -_-"
Maybe i should put any effort in this anyway... hmm.... invested some... but in the end got my fingers burned... Never mind... Count that as an experience learned bah ... Dunno why am i always the unlucky ... people can talk happily out there and then i just had to shut my mouth and listen... people dun enjoy or wanted to talk to me even... hiaz... this is no low in confidence or something... its a fact you see... not the first time le bah ... very sian one lor... you have nobody to talk to... then suddenly you see many people talking to each other and you know most of them. Its like very "Xin Suan" ... I am still trying to adapt life on my own one... no need to count on people lor... especially friends.... sian ... ...
Everytime its like that... in school quite steady ... then no school liao .... then "No More"... hmmm... that's the tradition bah.... erm... anyway ... I am very sure that this will be my last post here liao ... and people if you would... continue to tag here bah ... I will still update things in here... Take Care~
CiaoZ
Yao~
Yesterday go work in factory lor.. then its those kind of job where you need to do the same thing over and over again ... quite sian halfway... but... money is the key...
My line of people working with me was nice... talking to everyone throughout lor... hmmm... good lah... at least i got so distraction to stop looking at the clock.
I am not really in the mood to talk funny things do something that is pleasing for everyone. Sometimes just felt left out bah... erm.. maybe because i am big ? ... i think most prob is the case bah ... however, no one would actually say 'yes' ... its like erm... never mind. I think i am not suitable to the group of T01 bah... no offence to all... Well... my philosophy to poly studies is that, people would only have this in mind "Everyone man for himself". So i just dun find it worthy to like actually give out everything that i know to anyone that apporaches me bah... well... this prophasy is getting true everyday bah... Well... people... i would just like to clarify to many of you hor... its not that i dunwan to teach or help you all do some "Studies" related stuffs hor... its not that i am very selfish or what lor. Its just that i know that the moment i finish teach or helping hor... then it will "bye bye" to me liao. So i dun find trusted at any moment bah ... I am not asking for any returns or whatever it is bah ... its just that i hope you all would just appreciate what i've given and maybe be kind towards me or something... overrall... just treat me as a memorable friend bah ... i know what i've said doesn't really applies to everyone of you lah ... well... i am just talking on this point in an overrall manner... This happens to me the moment i've stepped into TP. So i am kind of cautious lor... i have also realised something during this 1 and a half year "People you helped will just forget"
So by this sem, i had told myself to not to help too much so to prevent such things to happen lor... Well, in the end, as expected, I didn't give much help and the same outcome has happen. Then if i really behave like a Mr Help, i think probably the same thing would just happen bah ... So... this time round i was not that depressed as compared to the first 2 times. Should i say that i'm lucky or what man!~ ... Maybe i should really go and think about this man... " Are poly friends that long and trustworthy ? " I've met many that is says a 'No' to that question.
So far, only met a couple of people in poly that i feel that they are friends that i can count on bah...There are many of times where people just make promises whenever they like lor... and they just doesn't fullfill them. Hmm.. anyway promises doesn't cost too~... I think that's the reason why they could make so many and just forget about them. Make promises to somebody make sure you really fulfill them lor... I just hate people who does that man ... Those people give another person some hope to hope for and then in the end there was even any effort made for the promise that is being made. THAT SUX~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People sometimes always say the wrong thing at the wrong times, including me, well... that's normal but. its just not quite abnormal if people just say something wrong everytime. E.g If you regard everyone in the class as a class, so when you have something on or you wanted to really represent all of them, you should really including every single one that was mentioned. If you only wants some from the group only and not all the people. Then just say that its for all the friends only. Its like there isn't any respect made out of it bah. At least make an effort to call them and dun just say " Aiya... there won't turn up one lah~~" well.. if you didn't try who knows ? Sickening...~ -_-"
Maybe i should put any effort in this anyway... hmm.... invested some... but in the end got my fingers burned... Never mind... Count that as an experience learned bah ... Dunno why am i always the unlucky ... people can talk happily out there and then i just had to shut my mouth and listen... people dun enjoy or wanted to talk to me even... hiaz... this is no low in confidence or something... its a fact you see... not the first time le bah ... very sian one lor... you have nobody to talk to... then suddenly you see many people talking to each other and you know most of them. Its like very "Xin Suan" ... I am still trying to adapt life on my own one... no need to count on people lor... especially friends.... sian ... ...
Everytime its like that... in school quite steady ... then no school liao .... then "No More"... hmmm... that's the tradition bah.... erm... anyway ... I am very sure that this will be my last post here liao ... and people if you would... continue to tag here bah ... I will still update things in here... Take Care~
CiaoZ
Yao~