Today was like... erm the 2nd most alone day i have in the office man ... Everytime for the past 7 weeks, when its time for lunch and people who are farmilar with me would always like "Eh, lunch liao" then i would then follow them to buy whatever they go back to the office to eat mah. That's the routine steps from the past weeks mah.
Then today, I was reading the sports news on the internet to spend some time because i was like done with what i am supposed to do and my supervisor was quite busy and couldn't take a look at my work. So the time passes by 9am , 10am , 11am and 11.55am, then i was getting prepared for those people to like say the same thing before i can like follow them to buy lunch, so i was waiting and waiting, suddenly i turn back and found out that i was the only person left in the office... ???? hmmmm ? ???... what the heck man ???... wah ... then i also like blur and dunno what to do. I was shocked that they didn't ask me along for lunch sia... so i was abit sad lor... yesterday i just praise in my post that there are 2 nice collegue i have and today they abandon me... ... typical singaporean who cannot be praised.... sad...
Then i just go out of the office on my own and then go striaght to subway and eat at my own desk. Sad.... i was very blur and full of doubts in my mind when i eat, did i do something wrong ? did i said something wrong? did i ? ... did i ? ...all this sort of questions keep running in my head... I have absolutely no idea what happen and why nobody had ask me along for lunch ? ... I wouldn't dare to ask them why, i find it kinda foolish to ask man ... what if the answer from them was "you dun dare to eat alone arh ?" ... well haha... actually i have a respond for this, "Then why you all everyday also need to eat together leh ? ... you all dun like to eat alone so do i"... haha... anyway... i didn't ask ...
Wondering why human beings attitude could change so fast in just less than 24 hours ?... what had take place in their mind that set them to do something weird from normal days ? ... hmm... this research sounds interesting but i am not interested to do that ... time wasting... :P I was thinking if i had to eat alone everyday from today onwards for at least 2 more months... i will not have any and i mean ANY morale to go work anymore man ... its like... go, work, home, go,work,home....EErk.... no no no ... need some socialism everyday to keep you motivated.... anyway... this is not my carear so there isn't any goals in the company that i can use as an alternative to keep myself motivated.... true? ... now serving this attachment is just a part of my studies still... and i am not earning much now from this company... so ... ya... I just hope tomolo will be different... :D if its the same... you will see me grumble in my post tomolo le.... so... stay tune for the aftermath... hehee...
Erm... anyway... i will be producing my 3rd song soon... this few days got inspiration and the "dong li" to work and produce this song... hmmm... in the office really nothing to do man.. so i am gonna produce the lyrics in the office and the recording at home... the lyrics not out yet... but i think by this week or lastest next week... so be sure to come here often and you might just listen to my voice again .. :D...
k...
Yao~
Today was like... erm the 2nd most alone day i have in the office man ... Everytime for the past 7 weeks, when its time for lunch and people who are farmilar with me would always like "Eh, lunch liao" then i would then follow them to buy whatever they go back to the office to eat mah. That's the routine steps from the past weeks mah.
Then today, I was reading the sports news on the internet to spend some time because i was like done with what i am supposed to do and my supervisor was quite busy and couldn't take a look at my work. So the time passes by 9am , 10am , 11am and 11.55am, then i was getting prepared for those people to like say the same thing before i can like follow them to buy lunch, so i was waiting and waiting, suddenly i turn back and found out that i was the only person left in the office... ???? hmmmm ? ???... what the heck man ???... wah ... then i also like blur and dunno what to do. I was shocked that they didn't ask me along for lunch sia... so i was abit sad lor... yesterday i just praise in my post that there are 2 nice collegue i have and today they abandon me... ... typical singaporean who cannot be praised.... sad...
Then i just go out of the office on my own and then go striaght to subway and eat at my own desk. Sad.... i was very blur and full of doubts in my mind when i eat, did i do something wrong ? did i said something wrong? did i ? ... did i ? ...all this sort of questions keep running in my head... I have absolutely no idea what happen and why nobody had ask me along for lunch ? ... I wouldn't dare to ask them why, i find it kinda foolish to ask man ... what if the answer from them was "you dun dare to eat alone arh ?" ... well haha... actually i have a respond for this, "Then why you all everyday also need to eat together leh ? ... you all dun like to eat alone so do i"... haha... anyway... i didn't ask ...
Wondering why human beings attitude could change so fast in just less than 24 hours ?... what had take place in their mind that set them to do something weird from normal days ? ... hmm... this research sounds interesting but i am not interested to do that ... time wasting... :P I was thinking if i had to eat alone everyday from today onwards for at least 2 more months... i will not have any and i mean ANY morale to go work anymore man ... its like... go, work, home, go,work,home....EErk.... no no no ... need some socialism everyday to keep you motivated.... anyway... this is not my carear so there isn't any goals in the company that i can use as an alternative to keep myself motivated.... true? ... now serving this attachment is just a part of my studies still... and i am not earning much now from this company... so ... ya... I just hope tomolo will be different... :D if its the same... you will see me grumble in my post tomolo le.... so... stay tune for the aftermath... hehee...
Erm... anyway... i will be producing my 3rd song soon... this few days got inspiration and the "dong li" to work and produce this song... hmmm... in the office really nothing to do man.. so i am gonna produce the lyrics in the office and the recording at home... the lyrics not out yet... but i think by this week or lastest next week... so be sure to come here often and you might just listen to my voice again .. :D...
k...
Yao~