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hmmm... Guess i didn't post for quite some time liao ... hmmm...
I had 'Chicken Pox' recently and now i am serving the 2 weeks MC ... haha...fortunately my company doesn't require me to extend my attachment period as the max MC you can get is 1 week...
Having that pox at such a late age isn't good at all... you see, your skin has already develop into some state that is already fully grown, so you will have pox all over and even if you dun scratch it, there will be at least some dark marks there when the pox is gone. Because your skin has somehow stop growing so it will stay there, hmmm... dunno for how long bah... The fever i've got with it was terrible too, 38.9 degree celcius... the doctor told me that i might get brain damage if the heat doesn't goes down... haha... better, then i will live more naively and not get troubled so much... sadly... no...
Anyway, i have almost recovered from that disease and no worries... no damage... haha... would anyone worry ? ... oops... i guess i am asking myself that question bah.... well... ...
Actually there was this thing that troubled me sometime before i was sick, I got it over like in 1 week time but my collegues asked me about my grumby face in the office for that whole week and i felt that there are really not much of a harm telling them too (there are all married women though). So that had given me some advise to see whether the problem of mine still have a hope or not... 1 of them said, she always sends an e-mail to the person that she is qurarrelling with to make her stand clear because she felt that when you are angry you are more prone to not listen and make any logics out of what the other party was saying. Well, i felt that, that was a real life experience and why not ?... So i was having so glimer of hope to have my things settled or what, i sent an e-mail out. Then i waited and waited, i think for around 1.5 weeks, i checked my inbox daily and there wasn't any of the reply. Then perhaps i thought there was no checking of inbox at all for the person i sent to. So i asked my friend to do me a favour to actually asked that person to check the inbox. Then about 2 days later, i was beaten by the germs... and till now... i still do check my inbox for the reply that i was hoping for daily, but still... nothing at all... I guess that's the most i could do already... the stand was clear from my point of view... now i dunno whether i should pursue on or just.... i dunno...
What's wrong with me anyway ? ... can anyone tell me ?... my attitude ? personality ? , character? looks ? gensture? what ?... i dunno.... i am sentenced to death without a reason... should i just let go ?... other people out there are having a nice life and still able to choose what they like and what they dun even... hiaz.... what a failure i am... sad.... the luck hasn't turn over for me yet.... or will it ever ?... i have done everything that i am able to and capable to... and the outcome... is.............. k.... i got nothing to say le....
"has anyone ever written a song for you ?... i did..."
k...
Yao~
hmmm... Guess i didn't post for quite some time liao ... hmmm...
I had 'Chicken Pox' recently and now i am serving the 2 weeks MC ... haha...fortunately my company doesn't require me to extend my attachment period as the max MC you can get is 1 week...
Having that pox at such a late age isn't good at all... you see, your skin has already develop into some state that is already fully grown, so you will have pox all over and even if you dun scratch it, there will be at least some dark marks there when the pox is gone. Because your skin has somehow stop growing so it will stay there, hmmm... dunno for how long bah... The fever i've got with it was terrible too, 38.9 degree celcius... the doctor told me that i might get brain damage if the heat doesn't goes down... haha... better, then i will live more naively and not get troubled so much... sadly... no...
Anyway, i have almost recovered from that disease and no worries... no damage... haha... would anyone worry ? ... oops... i guess i am asking myself that question bah.... well... ...
Actually there was this thing that troubled me sometime before i was sick, I got it over like in 1 week time but my collegues asked me about my grumby face in the office for that whole week and i felt that there are really not much of a harm telling them too (there are all married women though). So that had given me some advise to see whether the problem of mine still have a hope or not... 1 of them said, she always sends an e-mail to the person that she is qurarrelling with to make her stand clear because she felt that when you are angry you are more prone to not listen and make any logics out of what the other party was saying. Well, i felt that, that was a real life experience and why not ?... So i was having so glimer of hope to have my things settled or what, i sent an e-mail out. Then i waited and waited, i think for around 1.5 weeks, i checked my inbox daily and there wasn't any of the reply. Then perhaps i thought there was no checking of inbox at all for the person i sent to. So i asked my friend to do me a favour to actually asked that person to check the inbox. Then about 2 days later, i was beaten by the germs... and till now... i still do check my inbox for the reply that i was hoping for daily, but still... nothing at all... I guess that's the most i could do already... the stand was clear from my point of view... now i dunno whether i should pursue on or just.... i dunno...
What's wrong with me anyway ? ... can anyone tell me ?... my attitude ? personality ? , character? looks ? gensture? what ?... i dunno.... i am sentenced to death without a reason... should i just let go ?... other people out there are having a nice life and still able to choose what they like and what they dun even... hiaz.... what a failure i am... sad.... the luck hasn't turn over for me yet.... or will it ever ?... i have done everything that i am able to and capable to... and the outcome... is.............. k.... i got nothing to say le....
"has anyone ever written a song for you ?... i did..."
k...
Yao~