The life is like 90% crappy for me... pardon me for always complaining... or some of you might say i am whining ... well... its ok ... Read what i am writing next...
DO YOU THINK I FUCKING CARE ???
My life would have counted itself lucky for having a generous of 10% of not so crappy part though... that's the part when i am having a no holds bar life when i am so called free... dun understand then piss off...
Hey blog, its been sometime that i wrote to you ... hmmm... guess what ... sorry for writing only when i am sad ... 4 days... for this 4 days... i had to live up to a life that i didn't want to... i had to be like normal in school because i had to get something important done. I couldn't possibly just give a stupid face and want my members to compromise me... i can't be that selfish bah agree ? ... Got home... then i can be the way i am ... the real me... what a tragedy... had to have split personality ... what have i done that offended the GOD to have me life like this ? ... HELlo !!!??
Hmmm.. i think i haven't mentioned to you about the "My things are my things... your things are my things as well" logic.. unless you could read what i tag lah... but that's not the case. I need help ... serious help... maybe to be its 100% important to the person who could help its just 1%. So ? ... can't help ? ... or dunwan to help ?... hmmm.... how would i know ... i am not that person ? ... why ? ... am i like those... " Huh ? .... yao die liao arh ? ... hmmm.... ok... thankx..."
I was seriously wandering why am i so serious in doing others work ... i do it as if its mine... when i had got mine done that is... then why ain't i getting the same reply huh ... couldn't understand man... couldn't...
I dun care about the result of the task that i need help ... its the effort that the help is being done... no effort... my business is mine ? ... yeah ... good... nice... steady. I need the help and no action is taken ... do you know how bad the feeling is ... ? ... fucking hell hopeless... !! I am sick of it ...
CRAP LIFE I HAVE !!! Where has the theory whereby treat friends the way you want them to treat you gone to ?!?!?!! FUCK YOU !!! FUCK WHOEVER CREATED THAT !!!! PUI ~!!!
The life is like 90% crappy for me... pardon me for always complaining... or some of you might say i am whining ... well... its ok ... Read what i am writing next...
DO YOU THINK I FUCKING CARE ???
My life would have counted itself lucky for having a generous of 10% of not so crappy part though... that's the part when i am having a no holds bar life when i am so called free... dun understand then piss off...
Hey blog, its been sometime that i wrote to you ... hmmm... guess what ... sorry for writing only when i am sad ... 4 days... for this 4 days... i had to live up to a life that i didn't want to... i had to be like normal in school because i had to get something important done. I couldn't possibly just give a stupid face and want my members to compromise me... i can't be that selfish bah agree ? ... Got home... then i can be the way i am ... the real me... what a tragedy... had to have split personality ... what have i done that offended the GOD to have me life like this ? ... HELlo !!!??
Hmmm.. i think i haven't mentioned to you about the "My things are my things... your things are my things as well" logic.. unless you could read what i tag lah... but that's not the case. I need help ... serious help... maybe to be its 100% important to the person who could help its just 1%. So ? ... can't help ? ... or dunwan to help ?... hmmm.... how would i know ... i am not that person ? ... why ? ... am i like those... " Huh ? .... yao die liao arh ? ... hmmm.... ok... thankx..."
I was seriously wandering why am i so serious in doing others work ... i do it as if its mine... when i had got mine done that is... then why ain't i getting the same reply huh ... couldn't understand man... couldn't...
I dun care about the result of the task that i need help ... its the effort that the help is being done... no effort... my business is mine ? ... yeah ... good... nice... steady. I need the help and no action is taken ... do you know how bad the feeling is ... ? ... fucking hell hopeless... !! I am sick of it ...
CRAP LIFE I HAVE !!! Where has the theory whereby treat friends the way you want them to treat you gone to ?!?!?!! FUCK YOU !!! FUCK WHOEVER CREATED THAT !!!! PUI ~!!!