~~Name~~ Huang Zongyu ???
~~D.O.B~~ 16 June 1985
~~Hometown~~ Bedok RESERVOIR
~~Favourite Food and Drink~~ Chicken Rice and Ice Green Tea
~~Hobbies~~ Pei Laogong, Listen to YES933, Watch TV
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more to come... haha
Friday, June 02, 2006
Yo Folks, today is my last day of freedom before i go NS. Tomolo 12.30, can only book out 2 weeks later. Now I have a mixed feeling, I am quite excited because i could experience new life and people but on the other hand i missed my friends and my fellow colleagues that i have work as a part-time with. When I am writing this post, one of my buddy is already at the island of all men. I really hope that even after when we were serving NS our buddy gang would still keep in close contacts and buddy forever. Speaking about buddies, I never really dream of still be able to get buddy close friend in poly. I thought buddy making ends at secondary education. Really fortunate of me. I guess I shouldn't be complaining that much afterall. We did hell lots of things together man... very good memories. Thankx Guys!!! You all are the BEST !!
Hmm...I had a lot of thoughts rushing in my mind now... really alot... just having some emotions. I can't exactly spell out what they were. I can say that i hadn't give up yet, althought I tried hard to control myself not to think that much. Maybe... just maybe i was way too eagar to let it happen that's why i had acted so anxiously towards it. Or maybe... its my first time and i am in great thirst for it. Or maybe... I was over-confident that i would do a very good job in the role i wanted to play. And i was wrong le bah ... that's why it never happened. Notice that i didn't mention anything about it since. I thought i would let it go and treat it as an increditable life experience. Nah... I was just deceiving myself, I would think of it very often. Sometimes for very long, sometimes it just came across my mind. So it comes to the very last day of my freedom for the next 2 years. I juset felt that i should record my feelings now and cherish it for life bah.
She gave me a very special feeling during my 1st year of poly. Perhaps she didn't realise that, but it really is something special to me. Her characteristic, expressions and the way she smiles. had all been carved deeply in my memories. Some say i was stupid to actually thought that she was doing those things for me. Ya... i admit... but what can i say ? ... that's blind... isn't it ? I was just attracted to what was being shown to me. ok... that aside.
Personally, i felt that i have done alot of foolish and things that i would not normally have done. Sadly, that wasn't enough to have touched her... instead i think she finds me a nuisance. I was very disappointed and depressed at that moment... and it was during my Major Porject period. Lucky enough, i've had 2 very understanding teammates who had helped me through the period and still managed to get a unexpected grade for the final product. I had to admit, that was the toughest moment of my poly life. When we had a soccer session, i was playing like mad dog man, and sometimes delibrately falls trying to hurt myself. As a matter of fact, it doesn't hurt at all, everything was numb. When i was doing things for her, I was lectured heavily by my mother saying that i was crazy and things similar. But i dun care... well... who actually would care at that time. If I were to say something, it would still be the same, if only i was given a chance, i would prove myself. Just 1 will do, but none were given. At the end of the day, i just wanted to say that i still possessed the feeling as last time, and if there was going to be any miracle, i would grab it without any hestiation.
Just had a solo soccer session at the roof of the carpark in my neighbourhood. Wanted to have the last kick before going in for some PTP (Physical Training Phase). Wonder when it would be before we would be able to have a usual soccer session in school saturday morning. Guess I would miss all the things and people around me. So Long people. ~
Miss Buddies...
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|1:58 PM|
Friday, June 02, 2006
Yo Folks, today is my last day of freedom before i go NS. Tomolo 12.30, can only book out 2 weeks later. Now I have a mixed feeling, I am quite excited because i could experience new life and people but on the other hand i missed my friends and my fellow colleagues that i have work as a part-time with. When I am writing this post, one of my buddy is already at the island of all men. I really hope that even after when we were serving NS our buddy gang would still keep in close contacts and buddy forever. Speaking about buddies, I never really dream of still be able to get buddy close friend in poly. I thought buddy making ends at secondary education. Really fortunate of me. I guess I shouldn't be complaining that much afterall. We did hell lots of things together man... very good memories. Thankx Guys!!! You all are the BEST !!
Hmm...I had a lot of thoughts rushing in my mind now... really alot... just having some emotions. I can't exactly spell out what they were. I can say that i hadn't give up yet, althought I tried hard to control myself not to think that much. Maybe... just maybe i was way too eagar to let it happen that's why i had acted so anxiously towards it. Or maybe... its my first time and i am in great thirst for it. Or maybe... I was over-confident that i would do a very good job in the role i wanted to play. And i was wrong le bah ... that's why it never happened. Notice that i didn't mention anything about it since. I thought i would let it go and treat it as an increditable life experience. Nah... I was just deceiving myself, I would think of it very often. Sometimes for very long, sometimes it just came across my mind. So it comes to the very last day of my freedom for the next 2 years. I juset felt that i should record my feelings now and cherish it for life bah.
She gave me a very special feeling during my 1st year of poly. Perhaps she didn't realise that, but it really is something special to me. Her characteristic, expressions and the way she smiles. had all been carved deeply in my memories. Some say i was stupid to actually thought that she was doing those things for me. Ya... i admit... but what can i say ? ... that's blind... isn't it ? I was just attracted to what was being shown to me. ok... that aside.
Personally, i felt that i have done alot of foolish and things that i would not normally have done. Sadly, that wasn't enough to have touched her... instead i think she finds me a nuisance. I was very disappointed and depressed at that moment... and it was during my Major Porject period. Lucky enough, i've had 2 very understanding teammates who had helped me through the period and still managed to get a unexpected grade for the final product. I had to admit, that was the toughest moment of my poly life. When we had a soccer session, i was playing like mad dog man, and sometimes delibrately falls trying to hurt myself. As a matter of fact, it doesn't hurt at all, everything was numb. When i was doing things for her, I was lectured heavily by my mother saying that i was crazy and things similar. But i dun care... well... who actually would care at that time. If I were to say something, it would still be the same, if only i was given a chance, i would prove myself. Just 1 will do, but none were given. At the end of the day, i just wanted to say that i still possessed the feeling as last time, and if there was going to be any miracle, i would grab it without any hestiation.
Just had a solo soccer session at the roof of the carpark in my neighbourhood. Wanted to have the last kick before going in for some PTP (Physical Training Phase). Wonder when it would be before we would be able to have a usual soccer session in school saturday morning. Guess I would miss all the things and people around me. So Long people. ~
Miss Buddies...
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|1:58 PM|