Hello folks... i think i had owe alot of people explainations for this long period that i've been quiet for. I will leave it for the later part of this post, so keep on reading if you would.
Today (02/12/06), I have had a very meaningful yet hurtful encounter. I was talking to a friend wanting to know whether would i ever had a chance at all after all the crazy shit that i never thought i would done for someone so special. The friend, I would call her Miss A, knows that i was gonna ask something related to the special one the moment i msged her. I shall not go into details of what Miss A and I had talked about. She was very frank to explain to me that its quiet impossible between me and the special one. At the middle of the converstation, she had told me that the special one had actually tried but still can't. That had really made me 'die with some answers'. All the while i actually had made lots of assumptions that she didn't even try. Since now i do know... i guess there's really nothing i could do. I've done what i had and shouldn't had. For what i shouldn't, I regretted very much and would like to apologise to her. IF THERE IS EVER A CHANCE YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS .. --> SORRY!
Will there be a new life for me or just another horizontal line in the graph of life ? I dunno.
I guess there would be a mixed up in the naming... but... whatever...
>>>>ARMY DAZE
After i had gone for signalor course, I've been posted to Jurong camp. Where it has been said to be the worst place a trained signalor could go to. Bad Luck ! I stayed in the east end, and i had to go to the west end. What a joke the god had played on me. First asked me to serve the nation with no returns, waste 2 years of my time LOBO-ING and now asked me to travel so far just to be tekanned. Haiz... not suay enough was the perhaped the explaination to me. In my new camp, there is this UIP(Unit Induction Program) thingy, that was so-called to help you know better what the unit you are in is doing. But it comes with lots of hard-labour first. I got to experience 3x BMT life there for like 3 weeks. You can't imagine how they are gonna play with you. Haiz... What a life. Comming up is the insane amount of Guard Duty you would have to do during weekdays, weekends and PB. It sounds alright to do, cause you will eventually get the off day back. But in my company, NO!... The OC (Officier in Commanding) doesn't give a shit, he thinks that its your duty to do GD during PB. WTF!!!!.... I am bound to suffer under his hands. Poor me. Poor me. I shall end here... I kinda no mood to write anymore le... hiaz... i will be back for more. stay tune.
Yao~
Hello folks... i think i had owe alot of people explainations for this long period that i've been quiet for. I will leave it for the later part of this post, so keep on reading if you would.
Today (02/12/06), I have had a very meaningful yet hurtful encounter. I was talking to a friend wanting to know whether would i ever had a chance at all after all the crazy shit that i never thought i would done for someone so special. The friend, I would call her Miss A, knows that i was gonna ask something related to the special one the moment i msged her. I shall not go into details of what Miss A and I had talked about. She was very frank to explain to me that its quiet impossible between me and the special one. At the middle of the converstation, she had told me that the special one had actually tried but still can't. That had really made me 'die with some answers'. All the while i actually had made lots of assumptions that she didn't even try. Since now i do know... i guess there's really nothing i could do. I've done what i had and shouldn't had. For what i shouldn't, I regretted very much and would like to apologise to her. IF THERE IS EVER A CHANCE YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS .. --> SORRY!
Will there be a new life for me or just another horizontal line in the graph of life ? I dunno.
I guess there would be a mixed up in the naming... but... whatever...
>>>>ARMY DAZE
After i had gone for signalor course, I've been posted to Jurong camp. Where it has been said to be the worst place a trained signalor could go to. Bad Luck ! I stayed in the east end, and i had to go to the west end. What a joke the god had played on me. First asked me to serve the nation with no returns, waste 2 years of my time LOBO-ING and now asked me to travel so far just to be tekanned. Haiz... not suay enough was the perhaped the explaination to me. In my new camp, there is this UIP(Unit Induction Program) thingy, that was so-called to help you know better what the unit you are in is doing. But it comes with lots of hard-labour first. I got to experience 3x BMT life there for like 3 weeks. You can't imagine how they are gonna play with you. Haiz... What a life. Comming up is the insane amount of Guard Duty you would have to do during weekdays, weekends and PB. It sounds alright to do, cause you will eventually get the off day back. But in my company, NO!... The OC (Officier in Commanding) doesn't give a shit, he thinks that its your duty to do GD during PB. WTF!!!!.... I am bound to suffer under his hands. Poor me. Poor me. I shall end here... I kinda no mood to write anymore le... hiaz... i will be back for more. stay tune.
Yao~