~~Name~~ Huang Zongyu ???
~~D.O.B~~ 16 June 1985
~~Hometown~~ Bedok RESERVOIR
~~Favourite Food and Drink~~ Chicken Rice and Ice Green Tea
~~Hobbies~~ Pei Laogong, Listen to YES933, Watch TV
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more to come... haha
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Today is my so-called last day of work before i go to school. Hopefully i will be back working when my school starts. Sian... i got to know about it only this morning, can't really say i was shocked as this was what i anticipated. Well, really enjoyed working here although i was all the while quite sian as i was the only 'programmer' and no one else to be able to talk to. The people here treats me really good, grateful to them.
Now really nothing to do and decided to gave a proper closure of my working life before school. Was surfing around the websites and suddenly i was thinking, is it really sad to one that there are people out there in the place you lived in you know and yet you dun see them. Chim ? ... lol. too bad then. Once happy and playful together and then suddenly just become aquantance like nobody business. Human's pattern ?
Here's the breakdown of my own friend circle ever since i can remember.
Primary School:
I dunno everyone but for me every year of school day 1 was a frightening experience for me as the friends you made in the previous year tends to be missing in other classes. I was scared to go to school with everyone i dunno. However, when you are just a kid, its quite easy to make friends with. So i had a total of 6 years of scare on every on the 31 decemeber night. LOL The friends you hang out with changes every year, I was considered fortunate to have a friend to go through the full primary school life with although we just happened to be in the same class for 2 or 3 years. We maintained our friendship throughout, he was the best friend i had that time. Ironically, things started to change when we stepped into the next stage of education.... *cough cough* life.
Secondary School:
Of course, you will pray day and night that when you get your posting for school, you will land in the same sec school with the friends you desire. The reality is, your friends dun stay around your neighbourhood ya? ... of course they would prefer to study nearer to their staying area. I thought i was sooo fortunate to have my best friend from primary school to get into the same sec school as i am. But, he was in the normal(Acad) and i was in Express.
No way our class would be the same and time breaks everything. As usual, the 1st day of school phobia surrounded me. I kept quiet through the first day, looking at others chatting away with one another just like long lost friend. My first friend of the stage came during a Home Econs lesson. He forgot to bring his textbook and had to share with me and he apporached me. I started to open up and then end up making more and more friends. Nothing surpirsing as that's the usual cycle i've been through during my primary school life. Comes sec 2 and you might be thinking "How are my primary school friends been doing? "; "How about a gathering?". Nah... Nobody gives a damn. That time Handphone was not a common thing (so as a computer). Nobody bothered anyway and i thought just might as well... You carried on with your sec life, thinking you are going ahead to a fantastic adult life soon... faster come
fater come. Lots of childish act arised as the puberty affects the balance of the homons, like "Eeeee, i dun friend you like. Sister, you cannot talk to her also arh !!"Here comes the significant seperation of groups in a class. LOL can you imagine that ? During lessons, you stared at me and i stared at you. ROTFL !!! Last year of sec school. The final test. Make or break time. I decided to pull up the sock and strive for the best i could. So there will bound to be come friends that you ususally mix with who couldn't understand why you dun go out and play with them and want to stay at home. In the end, you filtered away those friends that you feel will hinder your studies result. You left that many friends. Work hard Work hard and Voala!!! not bad result (to my concern). Time to move on to the next stage of life dude.
Polytechnic:
This time round, its more flexible to you and your group of hung outs to be in the same institute as there are only 4 to choose from. (All have to go poly because all the results can't make it in my class to JC =X) Conincidentally, I have to move house from lavender to punggol. I had only 1 choice in mind, TP. Its the nearest on the book. Well, who am i to ask my hung outs to go to the same poly as me ? I was the nobody in that group. I was delighted when i know one of them are going to TP to take Business. But in the end, she still chose SP. What a wet blanket. BESH!!!!For me, its just fate, 3rd time i had to start mixing around alone in a brand new studying environment. No choice, had to. I dunwan to led a boh chap and no goal life anymore. I had to be strong man. Got advice from 2 of my elder brother who were grads there too. I got to defend myself, as the instilled was no real hearted friends during poly life. (not true though, i got my fiancee ;) )First year, was assigned with a care group where it will follow you through the 3 years but may not be the case that they will attend the same classes as you. If you know means you know la... dun bother to explain liao... I was bonded quickly with my care group, i dunno why also... then when things started to turn good. tragedy strucked. *thunder thunder*In semester 2, we will need to branch out and specialize on the course we desire. Then some lame shit happened ( read old if want to find out ), i was isolated by my own care group.
Feel the backlash ? So sad, almost went into deep depression. did quite a long of crazy stuff. Guided back by 1 of my best friend till now ah Bay. He was in the same course and then we did lots of things together, soccer, project and many more. I know i am not appealing to others to want them to know me. So I wanted them to recongise me by my results. And through enough, my hard work paid off. Good results. Well known in my course. Know more and more friends. Even the lecturers are my friends now. Then in my new course, i got to know my buddy group till now. We hung out every weekend either for sports purpose or brithday celebrations. They are really my saviour to depression during that time. Big Thankx !
Remembered once where i wanted to go to a autograph session and had no company. I forcefully dragged 2 of them to go with me... lol another thanks !!Here comes NS. Me and buddy group went seperate ways after graduation to individually served NS. We still contact each other because of MSN. Can't really hang out because of busy schedules. But i know deep inside that when 1 is in need... they will come...
NS:
Not much to talk about 'friends' inside cause i wasn't in a section based camp. So not much bond to talk about us. Just ORD and zhao.
Well, until here... the pattern is there for me... at a different stages of life, you will get friends from there and as you move on to the next one... they previous stage of friends would dissapear gradually.
Now... waiting ahead of me are 4 years of Uni life. So Sad that no one i know was in the my faculty... Wished i could know some. I had to face the cycle again... forgot to mention that it gets more diffcult as the age factors plays in. I guess i am the few ones who had this cycle and its not easy to break into and be good friends with people at this stage where they still had their 'old' friends in contact.
Friends for me are rare gems. So i just felt kinda down to realise that there are people whom you know doesn't wants to know you. sign...
Apart from all the above that i wrote, i am so blessed to be given a gift from heaven to be a part of my life till i die... my fiancee... =D
Ciaoz...
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|5:32 PM|
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Today is my so-called last day of work before i go to school. Hopefully i will be back working when my school starts. Sian... i got to know about it only this morning, can't really say i was shocked as this was what i anticipated. Well, really enjoyed working here although i was all the while quite sian as i was the only 'programmer' and no one else to be able to talk to. The people here treats me really good, grateful to them.
Now really nothing to do and decided to gave a proper closure of my working life before school. Was surfing around the websites and suddenly i was thinking, is it really sad to one that there are people out there in the place you lived in you know and yet you dun see them. Chim ? ... lol. too bad then. Once happy and playful together and then suddenly just become aquantance like nobody business. Human's pattern ?
Here's the breakdown of my own friend circle ever since i can remember.
Primary School:
I dunno everyone but for me every year of school day 1 was a frightening experience for me as the friends you made in the previous year tends to be missing in other classes. I was scared to go to school with everyone i dunno. However, when you are just a kid, its quite easy to make friends with. So i had a total of 6 years of scare on every on the 31 decemeber night. LOL The friends you hang out with changes every year, I was considered fortunate to have a friend to go through the full primary school life with although we just happened to be in the same class for 2 or 3 years. We maintained our friendship throughout, he was the best friend i had that time. Ironically, things started to change when we stepped into the next stage of education.... *cough cough* life.
Secondary School:
Of course, you will pray day and night that when you get your posting for school, you will land in the same sec school with the friends you desire. The reality is, your friends dun stay around your neighbourhood ya? ... of course they would prefer to study nearer to their staying area. I thought i was sooo fortunate to have my best friend from primary school to get into the same sec school as i am. But, he was in the normal(Acad) and i was in Express.
No way our class would be the same and time breaks everything. As usual, the 1st day of school phobia surrounded me. I kept quiet through the first day, looking at others chatting away with one another just like long lost friend. My first friend of the stage came during a Home Econs lesson. He forgot to bring his textbook and had to share with me and he apporached me. I started to open up and then end up making more and more friends. Nothing surpirsing as that's the usual cycle i've been through during my primary school life. Comes sec 2 and you might be thinking "How are my primary school friends been doing? "; "How about a gathering?". Nah... Nobody gives a damn. That time Handphone was not a common thing (so as a computer). Nobody bothered anyway and i thought just might as well... You carried on with your sec life, thinking you are going ahead to a fantastic adult life soon... faster come
fater come. Lots of childish act arised as the puberty affects the balance of the homons, like "Eeeee, i dun friend you like. Sister, you cannot talk to her also arh !!"Here comes the significant seperation of groups in a class. LOL can you imagine that ? During lessons, you stared at me and i stared at you. ROTFL !!! Last year of sec school. The final test. Make or break time. I decided to pull up the sock and strive for the best i could. So there will bound to be come friends that you ususally mix with who couldn't understand why you dun go out and play with them and want to stay at home. In the end, you filtered away those friends that you feel will hinder your studies result. You left that many friends. Work hard Work hard and Voala!!! not bad result (to my concern). Time to move on to the next stage of life dude.
Polytechnic:
This time round, its more flexible to you and your group of hung outs to be in the same institute as there are only 4 to choose from. (All have to go poly because all the results can't make it in my class to JC =X) Conincidentally, I have to move house from lavender to punggol. I had only 1 choice in mind, TP. Its the nearest on the book. Well, who am i to ask my hung outs to go to the same poly as me ? I was the nobody in that group. I was delighted when i know one of them are going to TP to take Business. But in the end, she still chose SP. What a wet blanket. BESH!!!!For me, its just fate, 3rd time i had to start mixing around alone in a brand new studying environment. No choice, had to. I dunwan to led a boh chap and no goal life anymore. I had to be strong man. Got advice from 2 of my elder brother who were grads there too. I got to defend myself, as the instilled was no real hearted friends during poly life. (not true though, i got my fiancee ;) )First year, was assigned with a care group where it will follow you through the 3 years but may not be the case that they will attend the same classes as you. If you know means you know la... dun bother to explain liao... I was bonded quickly with my care group, i dunno why also... then when things started to turn good. tragedy strucked. *thunder thunder*In semester 2, we will need to branch out and specialize on the course we desire. Then some lame shit happened ( read old if want to find out ), i was isolated by my own care group.
Feel the backlash ? So sad, almost went into deep depression. did quite a long of crazy stuff. Guided back by 1 of my best friend till now ah Bay. He was in the same course and then we did lots of things together, soccer, project and many more. I know i am not appealing to others to want them to know me. So I wanted them to recongise me by my results. And through enough, my hard work paid off. Good results. Well known in my course. Know more and more friends. Even the lecturers are my friends now. Then in my new course, i got to know my buddy group till now. We hung out every weekend either for sports purpose or brithday celebrations. They are really my saviour to depression during that time. Big Thankx !
Remembered once where i wanted to go to a autograph session and had no company. I forcefully dragged 2 of them to go with me... lol another thanks !!Here comes NS. Me and buddy group went seperate ways after graduation to individually served NS. We still contact each other because of MSN. Can't really hang out because of busy schedules. But i know deep inside that when 1 is in need... they will come...
NS:
Not much to talk about 'friends' inside cause i wasn't in a section based camp. So not much bond to talk about us. Just ORD and zhao.
Well, until here... the pattern is there for me... at a different stages of life, you will get friends from there and as you move on to the next one... they previous stage of friends would dissapear gradually.
Now... waiting ahead of me are 4 years of Uni life. So Sad that no one i know was in the my faculty... Wished i could know some. I had to face the cycle again... forgot to mention that it gets more diffcult as the age factors plays in. I guess i am the few ones who had this cycle and its not easy to break into and be good friends with people at this stage where they still had their 'old' friends in contact.
Friends for me are rare gems. So i just felt kinda down to realise that there are people whom you know doesn't wants to know you. sign...
Apart from all the above that i wrote, i am so blessed to be given a gift from heaven to be a part of my life till i die... my fiancee... =D
Ciaoz...
Yao~
Yao~ Ciaoz
|5:32 PM|